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Fay Jacobs
Fay is the author of three
Fay has contributed feature stories
& columns to such publications as The Washington Post, The Advocate,
OutTraveler, The Baltimore Sun, Curve magazine, Chesapeake Bay Magazine, The Washington Blade, The Wilmington News Journal, Delaware Beach Life
& more. Awards - 2011 ForeWord Reviews Book of the
Year from Independent Publishers
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Stefani Deoul
Stefani is the author of The
Carousel, published by A&M Books in 2010.
(See Stefani's Q&A Below)
Awards: Stefani's Q & A So,
what’s your background and where do you hail from? I
was born in Brooklyn, grew up on Long Island in New York, and went to the
University of Maryland to study film. After graduating I got in my car, and
drove across the country to Los Angeles, California determined to “make
movies.” I worked my way up to
“producer” (there are all kinds of producers- executive, supervising,
etc.) and realized while I love producing, I also wanted to write a novel. With all your
filming, how did you have time to write?
A few years ago, the writer’s
strike shut down most of TV production. I was on hiatus and had the time to see
if I could really write that book I always said I would write “someday.”
Did you already
know all about building a carousel before you sat down to write or did you have
to do a lot of research on the topic? What’s your favorite piece of information you
learned? Can you introduce
us to some of the characters without giving too much away?
Well, they are all very diverse individuals, remote from each other as
the novel begins, but they come together in many surprising ways through their
shared carousel project. The mystery of the nameless carousel lady threads
through the story and gives rise to much of the events, One of my favorite
characters is the elderly carver
Morris. His voice imparts some of the story’s most salient messages.
What
do you like most about the writing process, and what is (for you) the worst
part? I love the
emergence of the characters. I feel as though they are kind of visitors who gift
their story to me and when I can hear them, it’s an amazing sensation. So, I
guess the worst part is when they decide to not stop by – then, writing is a
struggle. Luckily, I believe if I can quiet my mind and be in the right
circumstance, the characters will stop by for a chat when they are needed. I
also have to say I hate showing the first draft. It’s that cringe-filled,
“can you just take a quick read and let me know what you think” that’s
incredibly tough for me. Just taking that leap to hand it off hits every
insecure button at once. However, I perversely do love the process of editing.
Maybe because it means there’s a finished draft in hand, but getting
suggestions designed to make your work better and fighting about words and
meanings and punctuation even – might sound horrible, but if you can laugh
through the debate, as my editor and I can, it’s really a pretty cool process.
Do
you think about producing what you write for TV?
Well, I work in television so I
can’t say I don’t think about it, but no, I create television for television
and words for a novel. I have a short story I recently finished which was
written to be a short story. And then again, wouldn’t it be great to be
offered a producing deal for the book… And finally, what
can we look forward to seeing from you in the near future? |
J. Lee Watton
Lee is the
author of Out of Step, 1.
Your book is titled Out of Step
- what do you mean by that? In
my time, gays were believed to be a dangerous threat in the armed forces. In
other words, we were considered seriously “out of step” with military life. 2.
When did you know you wanted to write a book about your 1965 Navy WAVE
experience and the witch hunt against you and your lesbian colleagues? Serious
consideration began in 1994 with the publication of Margarethe Cammermeyer’s
book, Serving in Silence. Aware
of the positive response to her story, my fear of coming out publically began to
diminish. I had also returned to the
truth of my sexuality in 1991, after 25 years of living solely as a
heterosexual. Occasional writing
began in 2000, but nothing full-time began until 2008. 3.
In reconnecting with your friends
from that era, have there been lifelong consequences for you or for them from
the Bainbridge Training Center investigations? There
are always consequences to being humiliated for something that actually brings
no harm to others. Being declared
unstable and unfit to pursue a dream simply because of one’s sexual
orientation is a bitter pill to swallow. The
book reveals individual responses to such treatment. 4.
How long has it taken you to come to terms with those events and the hurt and
anger about being made to leave the Navy? I
came to terms with those events at the time my son was born in 1970. That
was when I understood the reason my path had taken a different turn. When
I became a mother, my focus shifted to my child and away from my Navy
experience. For the next 20 years I
buried those negative feelings. 5. What was it like when you learned that Colonel Margarethe Cammermeyer wanted to write a foreword for the book? I
refer to it as blissful shock. One
minute I’m watching TV, and the next minute my hero is calling me on the
phone. When Grethe said she
“loved” my book proposal, including only the first five chapters, and wanted
my story published, I’m just glad I was sitting down. She
was delightful to speak with and after our chat, I hung up the phone and said to
my partner, “What just happened?” Absolutely.
If gay closets were as open in 1965
as they are today, there would have been people with whom I could connect. When
everyone was in hiding, no one could be found. 7.
How do you think the lifting of the ban against gays serving openly will affect
new recruits? And those who have lost their military careers previously? New
recruits can now serve openly without the threat of discharge. There
is now a level playing field where all will be judged solely on their character
and how well they perform their jobs. However,
full acceptance of gays will not happen overnight. In
some circumstances, caution should remain the better part of valor. For
those of us previously discharged, there is finally vindication for the long and
difficult road we took to get here. 8.
What was the most frightening moment you faced during the investigation? It
happened during my first interrogation. I was told I was a suspected homosexual
and could be dishonorably discharged if I didn’t cooperate by becoming an
informant against my friends. Scared
out of my wits? You bet! 9.
Did you have fun reconnecting with
your military friends more than 30 years later? A
reunion with my first love proved to be bittersweet. It
was wonderful seeing her again, but stirrings from the past interfered with the
present, resulting in more sorrow than joy. Other
reconnections were a pure delight and contact has remained close between three
of us. I have
not yet located two other close friends also discharged at that time. 10.
With the book’s publication set for the exact time of both the repeal of the
ban, and National Coming Out Day in October, what do you hope readers learn? It
is my hope to simply attach more faces to those who happen to be homosexual,
bi-sexual, or transgender. Except
for the emotional wiring between our ears (not between our legs) we are no
different than heterosexuals. We bleed red, love our country, our families, our
friends, and strive to be all we can be. We
are each a mixed bag of success and failure, strength and weakness -- simply
human. My own
journey has taught me that as difficult as it was to be discharged from the
Navy, today I am proud to have been out of step. |